APRILPERRY

Paper Heart

2009-11-26T01:05:00.002+08:00

Why? Again?
Unfair.

Too emotionally.

Halloween'09

2009-11-01T11:35:00.002+08:00

Happy Halloween'09!

As usual, the night is still young.

The spotlight were glittering, everyone were in their scary mask, blood all over the body and deep scars in their face. Funny clowns, dark lords, cats and dog, wonder women, super mario kills all the prisoners last night. Last but not least, the caty-women, hot pink bunny and holy angel, party like a rockstar!

We drank like there's no tomorrow, we camwhored and we dance like, as if we are the queensss.

I felt so refreshing after a butter bath. I put on my polka-dot pyjamas dress and I starting feel like telling a long story now...

Cherine and I really had a good HTHT and P-Talk. It was like, I think when it hits twelve, everybody was pretty high at the dance floor. A disappointment had caught my eyes, and my mood fell, I threw ices and I loves seeing mad people getting angry. When all my sweethearts, comforts me, I felt like, I was about to cry. Those guys whom are just beside our table, dressed as Hawaii Boys, trying to boast up my mood. Like, I know, C'mon! Let's party.

Nevertheless, why do I get bruises on my knees again! Ass. My dad is going to ask me lotsa of questions again. And then, I'm going to tell him what I told him the other time. Oh, I fell down from the bus-stop and hit against the kerb. Haha!

Loves Pictures, stay tune!

Shut up and let me go

2009-10-03T17:04:00.002+08:00

Yayaya, I seriously dislike body clock. Like, Ew! Now, I've to kick away my owl blood. It's pissing me off. Oh ya, I'm like counting down for 7 October! Haha Ladies night? No! Hahahaha

Alright, I shall continue later!

TTFN!

2009-09-26T19:36:00.008+08:00

La Saranbande launched! >>Shop now!

Yaya, been partying like queen with my colourful Boolly Booboo! She's my favourite dancing partner since 2006?! There's more to come before school reopen right, boolly? Now, I'm like sick and feeling so bored at home. Just like this,

Haha! Laugh all you want. And seriously, I don't know why. I has this fetish for guys who have nice shoes! For example, my dog! (inside joke, those who know, please keep it a secret). He's cute alright! Ok, fine. I shall shut up here. I loves his shoes!

Alright, I shall continue laterrr!

La Saranbande

2009-09-25T22:53:00.004+08:00

La Saranbande. My sincere apologies for the delay. The collection will be up by tonight before 12 midnight or tomorrow morning. Not to worry, I'll inform you girls once it's up! Stay tune, ladies! [:

2009-09-20T19:23:00.003+08:00

Suddenly, I felt so disappointed. I treasure all my friends so much that when they needs me, I'll try to cancel all my appointment just for them when they're feeling low. Trying so hard, to cheer them up whenever I can. Nevertheless, My granny was admitted to the hospital so I decided to leave you a text, because my granny misses you and she wants you to visit her. When you return my call, I was expecting your reply to be positive. The respond was, I'm not free today. I'll visit her some other time, and you hung up.

P/s: The best thing you should consider lucky that, my family members loves you and they prefer you than anyone that I've brought to them. Now, you're making use of me, ain't you? You didn't even take the effort to ask which hospital and ward she's in then you hung up the call. When you fall yourself into pieces because of this particular girl, you came crying in front of me. Out of a concern as a friend, I tired so hard to be there for you. How about answering this question, since when did you ever visit my mum together with me? Just disappointing...

Out, with Cherine for dinner.

I need an answer.

2009-09-10T21:39:00.005+08:00

To cure heart by art, illness by medicine. My second lesson, on the way of becoming a music teacher is literally not easy. I've so much to worry about but I couldn't find any guides or answer for it. All I've was, Why? I know nothing either.

While, I was lying on my bed last night, deleting 1109 messages in my inbox. I read through again before deleting and I kept some for memories instead. There's one text saying, "don't get distracted by those unnecessarily feelings. (Etc. Family/Relationship)" You know, it's not easy to do it after all. This is the cross that I've to carry. I'm not worrying about any relationship. Infact, I'm flying free now. Free from those unnecessarily things that had caught up with this last person was indeed a bad experiences for me. He's trying to put blame on me where I got so frustrated, and he just disappeared after saying a sincerely apologize. Let me tell you, it's not enough. As simple as abc. I think you yourself know the best.

I want to play my music as if no ones business. But, there's always this barrier. It's so hard to cross over. I'm practically living very well, less than a year. Because of those pressure that have given in the past, which put me in the hospital for a week. I tone down a lot in my work and almost everything. The only cure was, music now. I asked E, whether I should step into it. He replied was, "Yes, you've got the talent and you should go ahead." I asked and re-consider so many times whether I should spend another one to two years time is this music. As you know, I can play but I've no foundation in my theory.

Continue later...

2009-09-06T02:03:00.000+08:00

Seriously, I can't stand this particular person who acts pitiful infront of everybody! And the worst thing is, he's old enough t think! I feel like, giving him a one tight slap seriously! (Cherine Boolly! I know you'll support me. Haha!) I always prentended nothing, but he's just being so annoying yet contradicting!

If he would just shut up, everything will be peace.

You know nothing.

2009-08-31T23:50:00.002+08:00

I feel like yelling! Once again, another disasters. The pressure, the courage, the all small little things. I'm smiling to myself now. I must be crazy and so on.

Do you think a sincerely sorry is good enough to cover your own mistakes? I don't know why I'm feeling so agitated now. It's more to the angry side while it makes me feel like crying at the same time. Have you experience that kind of feeling before?

They said, action speaks louder than words. Literally, words are cheap, very cheap indeed.

Now, I know who you are, thank you.

The Part 1

2009-08-24T23:42:00.002+08:00

The Part 1.

Haha there's plenty more to upload in another post! Didn't have the time to sort all the pictures but soon I promise! :O

TGIF

2009-08-21T23:41:00.002+08:00

I love you bolly booboo!

Perfectly Fine.

2009-08-05T16:31:00.002+08:00

For the past few days, my temperature goes up and down like the stock market! However, I was feeling much better already.

I'd like to say a big thank you to all my loves one, who have been sending their care and concern to me and be there when I need you guys. I really appreciate that, and those times we hang out together for heart to heart talked are really good! All I've to say, You guys are really wonderful seriously!

I'm perfectly fine, and I'm relief for all sorts of riddle and I'm done for it. I know you guys been asking what happened to me recently. Nothing happened actually. I was really fine, as in really fine okay. Haha Although, sometimes I might be day-dreaming away and that is a formed of distressing your mood I guess. Now, I've better time to concentrate in some other stuffs too.

Alright, I've got to pack up some parcel now so TTFN [:

Tried of those Riddle.

2009-08-03T23:54:00.001+08:00

The flea market at St James was really great! Thus, I was quite sick on that day. I was fine in the morning but during in the afternoon time, when the air-con gets cooler that I started shivering! Celeste and I didn't took any photos on that day but I had a great heart to heart talked with her.

When I reached home, I quickly checked my temperature and I was having high fever, 38.5 degree. I felt I was floating in the air. My dad asked if I wants to consult a doctor, I told him, I'll be fine after taking Paracetamol. You know something, I'm just too afraid to go and consult a doctor, I'm worried that I'll ended up in the hospital again. My dad just went overseas again :(

But I've replied all my invoices and all verification are done! Like, finally.

P/s: I'm so tired of those riddle. Pardon Me.

I can't see anything.

2009-07-31T07:07:00.002+08:00

Why I can predict the outcome of the others, but why I can't I predict things for myself. Sometimes it's so uncomfortable to live everything by yourself. It's sucha pinch, the minute I walked forward to my mum's grave, I always feel pain that I feel like crying infront of her. Thus, I hold it back. Did I really stay happy for the past seven years?

Anything but Ordinary

2009-07-28T14:22:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I get so weird. I've been really busy these days, been caught up with the online boutique and alot more. I promised to update like three days back but I've forgotten and I've an important test to be done by tomorrow. Everything seems to be so rush after my trip, and wanting to post up lots of photos that have been taken recently.

Oh well, I'll prolly do it when I'm settle down for my o.boutique and ya, I just finally thought of it that, I think I should go for an x-ray for my finger. It seems like one of my finger's bone, sticking out literally and it's quite painful and uncomfortable whenever I need to carry some light stuffs. Lingli said, it could be dislocated where you don't even feel the pain and it went numb for quite a long time without noticing it. I was like, please lah even if is dislocated it wouldn't move right now. Haha I think she's funny at times. Though, I had a great day with them today. Plenty of photos got to be upload, how about tmrw after my gym session with her. I shall decision if I've the time again then..

What a long day, so it's time for me to cuddle back into my bed now! Goodnight!

Seaweed Shaker

2009-07-27T14:54:00.000+08:00

Seriously, I can't stop myself from craving that Seaweed Shaker Fries! All I've to say, It's AWESOME!

And it was so last minute, I went to my primary school's bbq at Pasir Ris Park. I only went there like a short while of 30mins and snapped a few group photos before I hurry home. Didn't like to stay up that late. Thus, it's been quite a decade that I last saw them and all, no longer wearing tuck-in shirt and short pants and now all grown up! Didn't know time flies so fast.

Flowers On My Head

2009-07-24T14:35:00.000+08:00

Omg! That neoprint was like a decade ago or something lah and Lingli actually still kept it in her wallet.

Nonsense Yingying!

When Yingying was busy talking on the phone, we camwhore like no one else business Haha!

And I don't know why she can looked duper happy when she just fall out of her relationship recently!

Lastly, this was her artwork, by asking me to act like a Cal. What the!

xoxo

2009-07-24T10:11:00.000+08:00

I just had only one third of my photo shoots done by today. It wasn't that good, and I seriously think I look so different and weird at some photos. It's kind of waste but it's all hard work. Oh ya, Celeste wanted to style my hair into a french twist but it doesn't really end up like a twist instead it just bob out from the side where I looked like some star war character. What the! Haha!

Okay, I better bounce now as I'm meeting Lingli and Yingying for dinner and I'm freaking late!

Smells Like Lemon Lime

2009-07-23T09:30:00.000+08:00

I'm back from my trip! Yahooo! So I went with Celeste and her dad for a four days three night trip. It was pretty good but not very awesome because I was down with fever on the third day. And also, I super dislike having jet lag. It makes me so moody that I couldn't even shop well.

I miss my baby so badly that I haven't seen him for like more than a couple of weeks but of course, the only thing I can hear and talk to him was over the phone and now I'm back to Singapore, we chat very rare on Msn anymore. Like, I had photoshoots the next day and meeting up lingli and yingying the following day so sorry my love! Let's meet up when you're back alright. And I just find that sometimes you're quite stiff towards me, I wonder if you're fine.

xoxo

FS1

2009-07-19T01:38:00.001+08:00

Vanessa said, "I find it damn cool to wear boyfriend's tee, especially when you woke up in the morning without wearing shorts below and your boyfriend are just standing infront of you." HAHAHA!

Alright, that's for today. I've got to catch a flight now. TTFN!

What A Beautiful White Lies.

2009-07-18T22:30:00.001+08:00

Singapore is so small yet you're such a beautiful liar! I believe everyone who has a bad past time before. As I always try to forget the past and learned how to forget and forgive. This used to be my phrase, "That's the past, we don't have to dwell in it so much that we'd not travel time back. Life still've to move on but people learned their mistakes and we've to forgive them." In another hand, now I simply strongly believe that, A LEOPARD WOULD NEVER CHANGE ITS SPOT!

You lied the whole entire matter in my life! Should I confront you or should I just leave it silence and pretended that I know nothing. Why do you've to lied to me and all, I've treated you as my good friend all along. What kind of humanities are you? Do you call yourself a human? You just disappoint me again and again.

You're frightening me now!

Astons

2009-07-16T03:18:00.000+08:00

So Nicole and I decided to dine in for dinner at Astons Well, I had great talks with her today! It's like, I hardly find someone else for me to discuss about my new business that I'm looking forward too now and Nicole has this really creative mind to help me out a little! Yes, I supposed her upcoming Dog's Cafe is going to be extremely fun too!

I'm so lazy to blog about now, so let my pictures will say it all..

xoxo.

2009-07-15T04:18:00.000+08:00

Why did my delivery took so long, did the driver die or something? I'm staving to death soon. It's 419am and I always tends to get hungry at this hour. Bad bad bad.

Everything started off with a planned but it didn't went well in the end. Today, my sweety has to onboard ship so last minute that I merely could see him and company at his place less than a couple of hours. That's very less of cuddling, because in fact, I won't be seeing him maybe and not to be hopeful for another a couple of weeks again. When the minute he told he that he has to board the ship now, I didn't utter much and he gave me a kiss to seal my lips up and then I saw him walked away. My emotion at that time was very moody and completely so lost without him. I know I may sounds like a kid here but how would you feel that you won't be seeing your love one for a couple of weeks. Yet, I still remembered the promise he made to me, he promised me when I passed my btt and before going off on the 19th he will cook his prorrige for me. He even said, he would send me off on the 19th. And maybe before flying off I'd drag him to catch Harry Potter with me on whenever it's screening in the theatre. Well, a better plan next time is not to plan too much and broom over it too much or even looking forward on the coming day. I'm self-conseling myself now.

Breakfast is definitely healthy at this hour. Haha! My breakfast delivery was here not long ago, but it was sent back due to the wrong ordered. I was completely dazed when he gave me one Jasmine Green-tea and one Hot Milo and not my breakfast meal. I was wondering who will ordered such orders? Even the delivery man said he was laughing when he walked up to my doorstep. But I didn't ask for a compensate instead of asking them to deliever in ten minutes time and I'll timed it if not I'll not pay for the meals. Haha I'm not mean, this isn't my fault actually. Oh well.

Lumpy

2009-07-12T22:22:00.000+08:00

What's the sudden of my throat lum's sticking to aside and never waiting to come down? It's so painful whenever I'd sallowed my saliva. Maybe this is a bad bad sore throat I'm suffering for now, so please get rid of it before on the 19th.

Oh yes, have you seen the latest Harry Potter and the half blood prince that trailer? God, this time round I'm sooooo going to catch it but my baby wasn't into it. As I've been hinting to him that I wanting to catch that movie so badly. I hope I'd catch it when I'm back from my trip. Like the.. hopefully!

3D Ice-age was absolutely Wow! It was damn comedy that I can't help myself to stop laughing from the beginning. It was sweet that baby could actually brought me to watch that movie, even though he was feeling quite tired at that moment and he just didn't like animation kind of movies. Love you bee!

Simple yet Nice.

2009-07-09T15:26:00.000+08:00

Oh well, I just had my lunch but still, I'd still prefer to have one meal for a day is more than enough. I know that's pretty bad for health, especially of my eating disorderly that I'd never learned my lesson of ended up in the hospital again. That was just a bad habit of mine but I'm trying so hard now to kick it away and it seems that it's hardly to do so. I forced myself to eat so hard just now, and seriously the feeling isn't nice of forcing yourself to eat where you didn't want to eat it at all.

Alright, I just can't wait to fly on the 19th and I'm looking forward on that day. I hope things would change a better view for me. Let's pray and hope so!

For the whole little month, I'm was enjoying life. Obviously, not partying those kind. Like, catching the latest movie with my love and shopping, and ya, I just like spending my night at the Esplanade rooftop. The feeling is kind of nice. We'd normally capture our days with my dslr and sometimes my baby would gathered all his good friends for an outing to somewhere nice just to take nice photos of a day! So, I'm going to upload some photos later on, after my nap!

EDITED

And some overdue images,
Which I'd really look damn frustrated whenever I can't catch the movie that I wanted,

Is that casper?

And baby was like, come lah, I help you carry your bag, we go played L4d okay?

Alright, TTFN!

Start something fresh yet it's beautiful.

2009-06-27T18:16:00.000+08:00

Testing

2009-04-12T23:04:00.000+08:00