Paper Heart

Why? Again?
Unfair.

Too emotionally.

Halloween'09

Happy Halloween'09!

As usual, the night is still young.

The spotlight were glittering, everyone were in their scary mask, blood all over the body and deep scars in their face. Funny clowns, dark lords, cats and dog, wonder women, super mario kills all the prisoners last night. Last but not least, the caty-women, hot pink bunny and holy angel, party like a rockstar!

We drank like there's no tomorrow, we camwhored and we dance like, as if we are the queensss.

I felt so refreshing after a butter bath. I put on my polka-dot pyjamas dress and I starting feel like telling a long story now...

Cherine and I really had a good HTHT and P-Talk. It was like, I think when it hits twelve, everybody was pretty high at the dance floor. A disappointment had caught my eyes, and my mood fell, I threw ices and I loves seeing mad people getting angry. When all my sweethearts, comforts me, I felt like, I was about to cry. Those guys whom are just beside our table, dressed as Hawaii Boys, trying to boast up my mood. Like, I know, C'mon! Let's party.

Nevertheless, why do I get bruises on my knees again! Ass. My dad is going to ask me lotsa of questions again. And then, I'm going to tell him what I told him the other time. Oh, I fell down from the bus-stop and hit against the kerb. Haha!

Loves Pictures, stay tune!

Shut up and let me go

Yayaya, I seriously dislike body clock. Like, Ew! Now, I've to kick away my owl blood. It's pissing me off. Oh ya, I'm like counting down for 7 October! Haha Ladies night? No! Hahahaha

Alright, I shall continue later!

TTFN!

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Yaya, been partying like queen with my colourful Boolly Booboo! She's my favourite dancing partner since 2006?! There's more to come before school reopen right, boolly? Now, I'm like sick and feeling so bored at home. Just like this,

Haha! Laugh all you want. And seriously, I don't know why. I has this fetish for guys who have nice shoes! For example, my dog! (inside joke, those who know, please keep it a secret). He's cute alright! Ok, fine. I shall shut up here. I loves his shoes!

Alright, I shall continue laterrr!

La Saranbande

La Saranbande. My sincere apologies for the delay. The collection will be up by tonight before 12 midnight or tomorrow morning. Not to worry, I'll inform you girls once it's up! Stay tune, ladies! [:

Suddenly, I felt so disappointed. I treasure all my friends so much that when they needs me, I'll try to cancel all my appointment just for them when they're feeling low. Trying so hard, to cheer them up whenever I can. Nevertheless, My granny was admitted to the hospital so I decided to leave you a text, because my granny misses you and she wants you to visit her. When you return my call, I was expecting your reply to be positive. The respond was, I'm not free today. I'll visit her some other time, and you hung up.

P/s: The best thing you should consider lucky that, my family members loves you and they prefer you than anyone that I've brought to them. Now, you're making use of me, ain't you? You didn't even take the effort to ask which hospital and ward she's in then you hung up the call. When you fall yourself into pieces because of this particular girl, you came crying in front of me. Out of a concern as a friend, I tired so hard to be there for you. How about answering this question, since when did you ever visit my mum together with me? Just disappointing...

Out, with Cherine for dinner.

I need an answer.

To cure heart by art, illness by medicine. My second lesson, on the way of becoming a music teacher is literally not easy. I've so much to worry about but I couldn't find any guides or answer for it. All I've was, Why? I know nothing either.

While, I was lying on my bed last night, deleting 1109 messages in my inbox. I read through again before deleting and I kept some for memories instead. There's one text saying, "don't get distracted by those unnecessarily feelings. (Etc. Family/Relationship)" You know, it's not easy to do it after all. This is the cross that I've to carry. I'm not worrying about any relationship. Infact, I'm flying free now. Free from those unnecessarily things that had caught up with this last person was indeed a bad experiences for me. He's trying to put blame on me where I got so frustrated, and he just disappeared after saying a sincerely apologize. Let me tell you, it's not enough. As simple as abc. I think you yourself know the best.

I want to play my music as if no ones business. But, there's always this barrier. It's so hard to cross over. I'm practically living very well, less than a year. Because of those pressure that have given in the past, which put me in the hospital for a week. I tone down a lot in my work and almost everything. The only cure was, music now. I asked E, whether I should step into it. He replied was, "Yes, you've got the talent and you should go ahead." I asked and re-consider so many times whether I should spend another one to two years time is this music. As you know, I can play but I've no foundation in my theory.

Continue later...